ME & U

fOr this time...... I really know it's impossible to be with u...
what should I do... I cant promise anything for this relationship.
I dont want u to hope so much in this time...
Pls...pls...pls.... ur hoping make me too worry...
I hope u can follow ur family desire......
for me family is everything....
without them I can survive....
so I want U to be with ur family.....
If I with u... I will suffer all my life... feel guilty because separate u for ur family.....
They need u very much from me...
So, I dont want to steal their son...
I know what family want from their kid....
I cant accept if they blaming u.....
Because.... I really love u.....
This truly from my heart...
I cant change.....
I really know... if I do it right for this time, I will get right for my next life......
Our future is next life... my Dear.....