Sunday, June 14, 2009

U A GHOST OF ME..

WHY NOW U TREAT ME LIKE A DOLL, LIKE UR SLAVE. IF IM NOT DO U WILL THREAT ME.. U THINK IM NOT SCARE... IM A HUMAN NOT A GOD.... DAY BY DAY U THREAT ME.. IM BECOME NOT BELIEVE....EVEN IM NOT HATE U ANYMORE.. DAY BY DAY U SCOLD ME....IM VERY SHY ....IM DO EVERYTHING U WANT BECAUSE I SCARE U... NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO DO... PLS DONT DO ME LIKE THAT... I DONT WANT MY FEEL TO BE CHANGE.... NOW I REALLY TIRE TO FOLLOW WHATEVER U SAY... I NEARLY TO FELT DOWN BECAUSE OF U....

NOW SOME PEOLE KNOW ABOUT IT..... IT'S NOT MY PLANNING... THEY ALREADY WARN ME NOT TO CLOSE WITH U... IM NOT DARE TO DO...I DONT WANT IT TO BE SERIOUS....BUT... PLS CHANGE UR ATTITUDE TO ME...PLS... PLS... PLS....

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

ME & U

fOr this time...... I really know it's impossible to be with u...
what should I do... I cant promise anything for this relationship.
I dont want u to hope so much in this time...
Pls...pls...pls.... ur hoping make me too worry...
I hope u can follow ur family desire......
for me family is everything....
without them I can survive....
so I want U to be with ur family.....
If I with u... I will suffer all my life... feel guilty because separate u for ur family.....
They need u very much from me...
So, I dont want to steal their son...
I know what family want from their kid....
I cant accept if they blaming u.....
Because.... I really love u.....
This truly from my heart...
I cant change.....
I really know... if I do it right for this time, I will get right for my next life......
Our future is next life... my Dear.....

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

ALL THIS TIME

BECAUSE I'M A GIRL

U Know Me.......


Whatever u're thinking of me... i will still love u till i die....
I really confuse... All I do will make u hurt.....
Please forgive me as long as u can.... because i dont want u to get hurt... but i know the truth that i will hurt u...
Pls understand my condition and situation....
I hope so much in future life ... I will never make u sad...............
And only u I in my life........
But I know..... U know myself and my heart.....